17th May 2011 - It was a wonderful day after watching Paul @ Jusco, had stomach filling banana leaf meal @ Curry Leaf with 3 most wonderful, beautiful and sweetest girls - Sarah, Suganti and Malini, I had to go back to my reality; to go back to Singapore- seriusly, if feels like S**T.
My flight was at 1910 and it was 1600 when I called Sharman, who was still chilling with his friends. He was like - shall I stay back and come back on Friday? My first thought was ~ WHAT? I HAVE TO TAKE THE FLIGHT ALL BY MYSELF?~ and my second thought was, the money of course and the third was - what to tell my parents? (since they are always worried about my travelling and also staying all by myself in a foreign country + I never took the flight all by myself before) and the fourth thought was - damn!! I hope don't embarrass myself at the airport by doing something funny.
So, I told Sharman, No!! your coming back with me, I don't care. He was upset of course. Then I realised that I was being so self-centred because, he had extra 2 days off and if he comes back, he will have to spend his time alone, plus, it was his mom's retirement day on 18.05.11 and her birthday on 19.05. How can I be so desperate to ask him to follow me back. So i hid all my thoughts and fear, and told him to stay back with one promise that to not to let my parents know until I reach my room in Singapore. But, both felt guilty and told the truth the moment I check in my flight.
With all the fear, scary thoughts (whether the flight will crash or engine failure?) I just stepped into the plane, sat on my seat by the window and looked outside. I was raining, thundering. To tell the truth, I was having butterflies in my stomach, but hid everything, kept a smiling face as i admire the dark, lightning clouds.
Thank God, there wasn't any engine failure nor plane crash! I landed Singapore safety all by myself and had determined once again that IM SOOOOOO INDEPENDENT!! -proud of you Sangeri-
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